Sunday, May 3, 2009

The voice of the hidden

A person sitting in front of the computer that night thinking about that scene! There was the bitter can not tell! I can only write into the voice of the computer! I can only rely on alcohol to numb my heart! More than had been hoped that this will never be able to get drunk to wake up!

Thought he had to give up! Can still be very much about why the feeling! Why? Has been 5 years! Why do I still think of you? Could it be that I deceive yourself? If I really gave up as time passes so long why is it about? This 5 years I have to accept the new feelings! But why did not that feeling? The emergence of you changed my life! I seem to have changed all the! Whenever I feel lonely when you always think of the laughter! Laugh because you are the best artists in my most difficult time I can bring fun and self-confidence! Perhaps one would say that I am silly!

If I did not give up! Why do you still do not have the courage to declare! I have been unable to rid! What affects my motivation? I am afraid of failure or afraid of what I39ll be able to save you! Perhaps … …! Will not be too much like my own? If I do so you do not feel the case, why you so concerned about me? We can only do it if not no friend? If this is the case, why do you want new key holder to lie to me? Why you can not tell you the truth? Why?

That night was a feeling that scene! I squatted like a lonely one densely barren, gray days and dark corners. Waiting for … …! Who can tell me waiting for a dream, not really!

I promise you no longer drink! But as long as I can think of that scene I can only deal with the alcohol! Because only this way can we narcotic alcohol in front of me all!

Maybe I will lose your best friend! Perhaps I will have the love! Perhaps for life, perhaps only pass! … …

Posted by mao at 06:03:16
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